in the last 2 weeks my life has been turned upside down. everything is now different and new-
I am ready to start over but scared-did I do the right thing? Should I go back? I don't know-I think I gave it my best shot-I tried to fix what couldn't be fixed for so long. Tried to change myself hoping it would fix itself.
I am sad,glad,depressed and happy all at the same time-I haven't really shed many tears-to me that means I know -in my heart-that I did the thing that was best for me.
Should I be ashamed for leaving? i think not-i was forced out by anger and resentment and addiction.
I have 2 very good friends that are standing beside me this whole way=without them I would not have been strong enough to do this-thanks M & T. For opening your homes and letting me interrupt your lives.
And thanks to my online friends who where also as encouraging especially C-you opened my eyes with your own experiences.
I am a survivor-a strong willed woman, and I am a little bit stronger every day
Thank you my friends for reading this rampage :]
Get on board ... - Chugga Chugga Choo Choo...Works in Progress Available Soon More Later, SEE YA !!!
2 days ago